Small steps

I have started writing several times but I just couldn’t get into a flow. Life at the moment is still a bit unsettled, we are still adapting, there are still tears and lows and generally I just don’t feel like I am in control. Probably because I am not!

Thankfully the girls remain brilliant and ready to bring a smile on to our faces. Amaia tried fencing for the first time. Leia went to a party in a night club. You know, Monaco life still goes on!

I have am continuing with my Peak, Head Space and daily meditation with Richard Rohr. All those things continue to challenge and inspire me. Piano is proving the most challenging of all but I have learnt to play the simple version of Happy Birthday in time for Amaia’s 8th birthday next month.

Everyday I wish I could just sit and read. A lot. I have so many books started and not very many finished! To name a few by my bed or in my daily handbag:
1. Chi Running by Danny Dyer
2. Pure, White and Deadly by John Yudkin
3. Dangerous Prayer being vulnerable to God by William O’Malley
4. Sitting still like a frog by Eline Snel

All fascinating and all put to one side rather too easily!

I am not sure what the aim of this post was. Maybe I wanted to touch base. Maybe I just needed to be honest about where I was at. Maybe I just needed to organise my thoughts in words rather than the endless thinking I do. Who knows....