Calm after the storm

I started writing yesterday but urgh! It was a dull post and a horror of a day. It ended swiftly at 20h30 with me in bed with a hot water bottle.

Today has been infinitely better. First of all a decent night's sleep, a catch up over coffee and my one hour work out. It hurt but it was GOOD! Leia and I spent the afternoon at school filling in paperwork for her application. She starts school in September! And then we picked up Amaia and I actually had the energy to play Lego, do numbers with Amaia and make dinner. The general mood was happy and fun unlike yesterday where every other second had me shouting or screaming and totally drained. Yay!

Now it is wind down time and the girls are watching a cartoon and I'm writing. All is calm and as the cleaner came today all is tidy. (Another wonderful thing about today!)

I have no idea what the rest of the week will bring but I am relieved that there are days like this and yesterday was just some starter troubles after more than three weeks away. I know I need to stay positive. I need to calm down. I need to stay on top of things at home too. Got to go, Amaia is insisting I watch with her. Laters!