Once again the whole family are conspiring against me getting enough beauty sleep, I've been awake since 05h00 and it's not much fun. There isn't much to tell today as I really do feel like I'm just in count down mode for the arrival of Baby L - hurry up little one! I know I still have five weeks to go but I'm pretty much ready to not be pregnant - by the time Baby L arrives I will have been pregnant 18 months out of 24! But with the arrival of Baby L comes the dread of sleepless nights, endless nappy changes and anxiety of whether I can keep Amaia in her routine without too much disruption. And I wonder how Amaia will take to the baby, she is so young still and she doesn't understand she is getting a little brother or sister soon, generally she isn't possessive about me and doesn't mind me with other children but she's never had to share me for very long. Still, on this front I am an optimist and know I will deal with whatever is thrown at me, adapt, accept and hopefully live to tell the tale! This optimism is definitely only possible because I know my parents will be here to work their magic too!
Well, it's coming up to 06h00 and I'm going to try and sleep a little more...
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